#perlutal is five bucks

[pleasestopthese]

in the first month, my chest got really tender and sore, my color perception shifted and i started to bruise more easily (which was annoying because i started with the patch). my emotions felt a little more there. i stopped getting migraines.

four months in, i had B-cups and noticed my smell was different. people who'd known me awhile commented that my skin and hair looked a lot better than before. i cried a lot but it might mostly have been that that summer sucked. during that time i was on patches and then gel. after that i switched to perlutal, my hips changed in the first month of it and i had to figure out walking again, i had morning sickness for awhile.

after a year on perlutal i stopped tracking changes so closely. my lips are darker than they used to be.

trans and intersex folks who take estrogen (and progesterone if you take it) HRT:

how soon did you notice changes occurring, and what changes did you notice first?

[pleasestopthese]

gonna slam this syringe loaded with estradiol enanthate and dihydroxyprogesterone into my ventrogluteal muscle so damn clean,

[pleasestopthese]

perlutal is five bucks

just thought you should know

[pleasestopthese]

if i dose up today i will only be one week late

one of the local girls hit me last night to say she loves perlutal (which is five bucks) now

[pleasestopthese]

maaaaan dosin up yesterday was so nice i wanna do it again today (not gonna but i Want to)

[pleasestopthese]

distribute drugs for your friends! perlutal is five bucks and you don't need permission!

honestly tired of hearing the line 'trans people just want to live our lives, we don't have an agenda'. like yeah maybe we should have one actually

[pleasestopthese]

you know what it probably was? i was late and just dosed up today

y'ever have one of those nights, you are feeling yourself, not just feelin yourself but feelin yourself like you are unassaibly, inarguable, unimpeachably just hot as fuck, you walk like a fuckin champion, chest out and head high, walking with your damn hips and it ain't even anybody checkin for you like that but you still find yourself stealing glimpses of every reflection in every window, even by time you went home, taking the fuckin stairs jacknife straight, into your door, every mirror sings to you on your way past and you just got energy in you, bitch, you move like yourself, you sit like yourself and maybe yourself ain't been around for a long ass time, and all you can do is throw on somethin metal and lean back till your abdomen has to work to keep you up and you reach for the fuckin sky till your shoulders pop?

that's me now.